Life is funny

I am the first to admit that I have absolutly no clue what I am doing. This applies to most social situations and is certainly applicable in matters of the heart. I tend to dissapate my insecurities in various forms of humor and adolescent hijinx. If not building on my last laugh, I am busy planning my escape to a room with four walls and a fridge full of overpriced grapes.

I am certainly most comfortable around my friends and family. I often wonder about the type of person who frequents bars and discos alone, yet manages to have a "great" time (i.e. Cap't Crunch). This is not me. At a minimum I need atleast one familiar face to accompany me. Maybe this is why I have stayed in the Metro area my whole life, knowing I would have atleast one person to build with? However, this is very contradictory to my "loner" life that has seemed to suit me my whole life. Very interesting.

I am not sure where I am going with this, I just wanted to post something. What I do know is the following:

1) Email and other forms of electronica make long distance crushes successful.
2) I am afraid and nervous for approximately 20 minutes every day.
3) Work has gotten much better for me.
4) I recently weighed myself and it said 200. (A recent weigh-in proved this to be false-192)
5) I am climbing hard these days (rocks not trees)
6) The return of Jaci has proved to be even greater than I could have ever anticipated. Jason and Staci are neato
7) My brother and Holly are pregnant
8) SP has some seriously heady nodge...for real. (It's slightly terrifying)
9) I hate the Jazz and Spurs
10) Carlos Boozer needs to holler at a dermatologist
11) Laughing laughing fall apart
12) I need to take more risks in matters of the heart.
13) I apologize for this post...it stinks.

Neat tip: You have a friend in Pennslyvania. I have one in North Dakota.

Yes.